Hard to explaine

Its not what you'd expect
you lie there still
hoping this will
kill you
and theres nothing else you can do
but wait
for the ending come
and finish what you've suddenly become
to take you away
and set you free to the day
you felt all the pain
and it was too hard to change
because he had to hurt you
and you were used
and invisible
things got to difficult
so you couldn't stay
what a confused child
your bloody on the floor
with nothing more
you can say
because words cant explain your ways
things are complicated
and the shadows now have faded
where you always were
because no one was sure
of who you were
so they pushed you in the dark
when you wanted to be apart
of the crowd
but people wouldn't allow
you to be with them
so they pushed you back in
where you were lonely
no one to talk to but yourself and thats the only
person you had
the dark fades to light
and i lose this fight
the dark is like me
faded and now hard to see.