My DaDdYy LeFtT : (

Everynight I hear her cry,
Cry tears of pain
While I\'m in the other room,
feeling really ashamed
I wish I could hold her,
Tell her it\'s alright
But I\'m not that effectionate
I wish I can, to wipe the tears
from her eyes
She\'s on the phone, spilling her heart out
To someone she hardly trusts
I\'m sitting in the other room
While she\'s talking about how she had enough
She speaks the words, that I wish I haven\'t over heard
How he hurt her so many times, and did things even worst
I can\'t believe my ears, and wish all that I\'m hearing is unreal
I hear her crying hard now, crying everything that she feels
She says how he left, and left us all alone
He went somewhere else, having a life of his own
I remember that day, when I came home from my friend\'s
I see him packing his bags, and I knew right there, that him living
with us has come to an end
He got into his car like nothing, while I\'m standing there shocked
I can\'t believe I didn\'t bother listening to his warnings before,
I can\'t believe I forgot
I ran upstairs, and asked her please tell me he\'s coming back
She said, \"No baby, he\'s gone, and let\'s leave it at that.\"
I stood there, while the tears were pouring out of my eyes
Then she turned around, and immediatly I wiped them, before
she could see me cry
He had called that night, and asked if we were okay
I acted as nothing has happened, and asked if he\'s coming
back to visit us one day
He said of course, I will, I love you\'s very much
But see, that was a lie, cause after that day I haven\'t seen him for
a month.
He finally called, and said he was coming that day,
I got all happy, and started getting ready,
eager to persuade him to come back and stay
When he finally arrived, I was soo happy as can be
But he gave us money and take out, and took off,
not even saying he misses me.
This started going on for maybe about 3months.
But after that he stopped, he juss stopped seeing us
We\'d call everyday, but he wouldn\'t answer his phone
Like I said, he\'s out, having a life of his own
Until one night I heard her, saying something to her friend
How he said he don\'t want to come see us, he don\'t care,
And as I heard that, tears have started to shed
I have so much hate towards him now, I can\'t believe he said
those words
I never seen any father like that, and knowing that, makes me
hurt even worst
But I\'m over it now,
But in a way, I\'m not
I haven\'t seen him in a long time
And I don\'t know what he looks like
I just forgot.

~Please rate this poem, and comment, and please tell me what you think.
This is a true story, and while I was writing this I was crying really hard,
cause I hate this memory~