I have started using this knife
because you left me here alone
i just wanna end my life
i can cut all the way to the bone
i sit here and bleed out the pain
and cry to where i cant cry no more
to me this is just a game
I am sick of being used like a door
lets see how far the knife can go
lets see if i can go with it
to a place i do not know
this will take just one more hit
i can see the light going dim
its all just a blur now
and its all thanks to him
you may wander how
because one night he said he loved me
and i thought it was a dream come true
but than he left me be
i was hurt and he knew
he asked her the next day
if she would take my place
all along it was just a play
he cant even look me in the face
so now i sit here
and i write this letter
hello dear
i loved you so much
i just wanted you near
it was not just a crush
i wanted you to love me
i hope you will some day see
you meant so much to me
now i am drifting off
to a place i do not know
i begin to cough
i wish you could have seen that i loved you so
now its dark
and i begin to feel cold
i can hear the dog silently bark
i think someone has told
momma rushes in the room
but she is to late
she falls to the floor with a boom
she will always dread this date
maybe if people would take the time to hear
and help me out a little bit
i would still be near
