Thank You

I never truly believed you loved me
That I convinced myself you weren't real I know you know what I've been
through But why'd you never stop it

I'm sorry I never appreciated you
I am your flesh and blood
I wanna say thank you
For something you don't know about

Dad thanks for your anti-depressants
Dad thanks for your drugs
Dad thanks for your tourniquet
Dad thanks for your knives

You've helped of through a lot
Without even noticing
Which is why I owe you
Can I pay you back when you die aswell

This was written when i loved my dad but now i h8 him cz he h8s me and i cannot forgive myself for ruining his life and my moms

© Mark Coates 2005