Just Friends?

I’m losing my sight
I can’t seem to focus
You stand right in front of me
But I can’t figure you out
You say that you need me
And say that you care for me
Saying you can’t live without me
But I still have my doubts
You look beautiful tonight
Face shines in the moonlight
Wish I could tell you all about me
Tell you just what I’m all about
The suspense is killing me
Stuck forever as just friends
All these feelings locked inside of me
A love that is dying to get out
But yet I hold back
Because you are not ready
I’m not sure if you will ever be
So these words will never leave my mouth
I can’t say I love you
I can’t tell you how I feel
For fear that you’ll think wrong of me
So we remain friends for now
I wonder how long I can stay
Before I will have to say
How much you truly mean to me
And you will have to accept it somehow
You don’t look at me that way
And trust me, I know
But I cannot let this secret torment me
I’ve been quiet, but I’m about to shout
Tell everyone I’m in love
With a girl who doesn’t feel the same
A girl who just looks through me
And it always brings me down
But I’ll never show it
Because I cannot accept it
I will not let you just forget about me
I will make you love me somehow