Suicide note

I'm sorry to have to leave you
You may think its selfish
But theres no need to grieve
I had to go.
As much as i loved you
I hated myself more
Every day getting up became harder
And harming myself easier
I thought about it all the time
And you were the only thing Stopping me
But even my love for you
Couldn't stop me in the end
I may have left in body
But my spirit will always be here
Don't ever doubt my love for you
If anything it was the hatred of Myself that made me do it
Towards the end I couldn't look at
My reflection in the mirror
As what i saw
Made me physically sick
I'm sorry to do this to you
But I'll always have you with me