Trust

Trust

Imagine a house of cards
made out of glass
now imagine the shards
that fly when its smashed
cutting straight through skin
to enter the heart
and over we begin
back to the start
it may have been a "slip"
but it messed up my mind
leaving me to wonder if i tripped
because i allowed myself to walk blind..?

its like getting into a wreck
with a trusted car
now i start with a new deck
wondering if ill get far
but this time I'm building
half heartedly
and my mind is unyielding
because of insecurity
and yet its my fault
because even though these thoughts are dumb
they're impossible to halt
unless you want me numb
and i could do it...
I've done it before
it left me feeling like sick
as if i had an infected sore
but if you don't want me to care
just let me know
and I'll be sure there
is nothing to show
because this is me caring
when you see my fists clench
and notice I'm glaring
maybe an eye twitch....
thats just how i act
to say that i love you
because you being something i lack
....i could never go through