I Cry

I cry,
Remembering all of that pain
I cry,
Remembering how I almost went insane
I cry,
Remembering the beautiful times that we had
I cry,
Because all of these memories are making me sad
I cry,
Remembering the first time you told me "I LOVE YOU"
I cry,
Because I actually thought you were saying the truth
I cry,
Because all the times we had had come out to be a lie
I cry,
Remembering how you walked out without saying Good Bye
I cry,
When I heard from one of your friends, that you were using me
I cry,
Because without you, I really can't breathe
I cry,
Because I want you back oh so bad
I cry,
And while I'm crying, I'm feeling sad
I cry,
Because I love you, and I can't convince myself to hate you
I cry,
Because I didn't believe my ears when you said we're through
I cry,
Because I didn't even say nothing, I let you treat me like sh*t.
I cry,
But I can't f**kin stand this!!!!
Why did you have to walk out on me?!
Why did you have to leave?
Where did we go wrong, that made you walk out like that?!!
Why are you doing this to me?!!!
Why the hell do I want you back?!!
Didn't you love me, the way that I love you?
Didn't you love the times we had?
Or you were just pretending to be happy
Trying to cover up the truth.
Answer me!!! Why Why Why?!!!!
Why did you have to make me cry
Why did you have to make me go through all this pain?!
Didn't you know that I almost went insane?!
Didn't you know that I was depressed for almost a month?!
Didn't you know that all I wanted was "us"
Didn't you know, I almost gave up on life when you walked out that door
Didn't you know, that I was crying, and for 2weeks I was sprawled out on that floor?!
But I guess you don't even care, because you were never really that type
But remember this, what goes around, comes around
And I f**king hope you get hurt REALLY bad the rest of your life!!!!!!!!!!!