Still.........

My life's falling apart
rite before my eyes
the locket in my heart
is starting to spill out the lies

and as i hold my head up high
I'm still trying not to cry and scream
theres nothing in life i can find
to make the ending to thees impossible dreams

i patently wait as your gone
until you'll come back
I've sat here all along
and my heart still beats black

And its because your never here
you had to go away
all the memories and fears
will never leave but stay

i gazed into your eyes
and lost my self control
this story never dies
but yet never will be told

all of this because i can not
explain the thoughts i have
and threw the times i was desperate and fought
this story is yet not sad

~ i truly don't get this myself ... i just wrote and i let a lot out .. please vote and comment~