I'm glad you're not here...

I'm glad you're not here to see me like this
to see what I've become
I'm glad you're not here to see the cuts on my wrist
cause you would just say thats dumb

I'm glad you're not here to see me fail
each time that I try
I'm glad you're not here to talk to me
since all you did was lie!

I'm glad you're not here to let me down
or to lie and pose and fake
I'm glad you're not here to watch me suffer
with each breath that I take

I'm glad you're not here to watch me steal
or any other thing I do
but if you were watching I wouldnt be like this
and I'm like this cause of you!