What I've been feeling

Lately I\'ve been bored
with nothing much to do
so I just think of things,
not really wanting to

then boredom, overtime...
turns into lonliness
and that feeling dwells inside me
along with nothingness

next I start feeling empty
and I don\'t have much to say
then I try to make up reasons
to explain how I got that way

so I just keep jumping
to all these excuses
but at the end of the day...
it all seemed so useless

then something little you did
could\'ve made me so mad
but then later on
it just gets kinda sad

and in that very second
is when I wanna drink
so I get some beer
and just drink it and think

when tha\'s not good enough
I then, want some weed
the feeling that it gives me...
just feels like something that I need

and for a while I feel so good
and nothing will bother me that you say
but a little later...
that feeling goes away

but I am okay
but maybe okay's not that appealing
well whatever anyways,
this is just what I\'ve been feeling