Love killed me =(

Here i stand alone,my world is crashing down,throw me in the deep end,hoping i will drown.You never gave me a chance,to prove my love to you,just leave me in the dark, hoping I'll get through.But why can't you see,the blood i bleed for you,tell me you're just lying,say it isn't true,you said that you like people,people just like me,trying to be something,but there's nothing i can be. I'll write it in a letter,I'll say it to your face,not being with you,is something i can't take.The spaces between your fingers, should be filled with mine,as long as you are with me,i know that I'll be fine.I'm thinking about my dream,i want it to come true,my dream is to be wanted,and just be loved by you.If i could count the tears,that are falling down my face,they would add up to this loneliness,and the person that i hate.and everybody knows,the person i hate is me,the one i wanna kill,not the one i wish to be.I'll scream it out loud,till my face starts turning blue,please love me,as much as i love you,and there's nothing in this world that i would never do.to feel the warmth inside, that heals my broken heart,
this love is like a race,that doesn't want to start.I'll bleed a crimson river, before you love me back,is there something missing,something that i lack?.is it too hard to love me,will i ever be loved?,should i stay on earth,or should i be above?.And until that day has come,when i tell you how i feel,I'll end up cold and numb,and there'll be nothing more to feel.
I'll rip up that letter,and wash away my life,and with all my love forgotten,I'll bleed to death with the knife..