Some thing to live for and to die for

I shall not cry
as you go by
I shall not fear
for when your not here

I hate this year
every thing is unfair
you and I should've been a pair

you are like a bird that fly-ed
so high and so free
you had no worries
and nothing to lose

you once said
you loved me truly
as I for you to
I loved you to death
but as I take my last painful breath

I want you to know
what you do
to all these poor awful men
you open there hearts with something new

but at the end
you leave them so dark
and there hearts torn apart
the love you gave them was all pretend

you live on like nothing happened
you leave all them in such sadness
and give them nothing but hopelessness
but I was stupid and should of listened

To what my friends said
but all she did was mess with my head
all she wanted was me in bed
all I wanted was to be loved

can you see now what you have missed
every thing was a mistake
every time we kissed
every thing was a fake

all you do is play around
you never stay in one place
they will never forget your face
all it does is make them go down

so please leave us alone
please leave us to be on our own

we see now what we didn't see then
we are now what you should say freemen

you stupid witch
all you are is a bi tch

so as I sit here and cut
I am going to do something wicket
I am going to start a slit
right where my heart was
all my blood is going to spit
I do this just because
I have nothing to live for
and something to die for

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Thank You ~*..:PoEtEsS:..*~ for pointing out a spelling error;)