You people don't care

You people don't care
that my feelings just tare
does it even matter to you what I feel
or what I think is real
its so hard to believe
that you would just leave
I was left alone
all by my painful own
I was left in the dark
with nothing but a black heart
with such feelings that just ripped apart
what my brain says its all confused
all my feelings are just used
so what does it matter to you
you are not not me
and you can not see
the pain that I have
and the sadness people gave
Can you understand who
I cant understand why
should I even bother to cry
all my tears do is dry
I look in the sky
and see its all blue
it makes me think what you say is true
so leave me alone
to be on my own
I don't need you
and you don't need me
so why should I stay
Ill just leave and go far away
But every day
I will think about the love
even while I am above
and your still down below
you are now old
and it is time
for your bells to chime
soon you will be here
instead of down there

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Thank you JustAri for telling me spelling errors =)