Pen and Paper

I sit here waiting for a change,
I wish people can feel my pain and realize my life aint a game.

I wish I wasn’t here cause I feel I don’t belong,
So I write my feeling in pen and paper.

I wonder why I have to live with this pain,
Then I think my life wont be the same.

I fake a smile so people cant see my pain,
Hide the cuts and add new one’s and say they the same.

I hate my life for so many reasons,
That’s why I wish it can change like the seasons.

I hope down the line it can change now or later,
So I’m here writing with this pen and paper.

This is one of my fist peoms that I wrote about how I feel.The reason I care it with you all is because you's are the only one that can understand.