I CANT BELIEVE MYSELF

I can't believe I trusted you so many times
gave you so many chances and belived your lies
I can't believe I put up with you for so long
listened to your excuses when I knew you were wrong
I can't believe I let things go so far in the start
let you use me and abuse my weakening heart
I can't believe I did not see that you're just a fake
did not notice your disguise and forgave your mistakes
I can't believe myself, I can't believe what I can't do
I hate you so much but I can't get over you