TRyInG tO lIvE lIfE!!

I hate all this shit
Its getting tougher
Am I here to live
Or here to suffer

I am not wanted
So why live this life
I want to get killed
Anyway, even knife

They never listen
Everytime I try to speak
I get let down
And I turn weak

why does it happen
I just dont understand
They treat me like shit
And I give out a hand

I try to help with problems
Though I have many my own
But they dont care
Mine aren't shown

I just wish they could see
The things I go threw
It may not be much
But it seems like I do

I wish there was a way
To die happy
Or live my life
Like it was meant to be

For now I'll try to
Write problems down
In a way like a poem
So I wont be willing to drown

Drowning in tears
From letting things go
Expressing my fears
And letting things flow

I am trying to be calm
For the people who care
Those are the ones
Who are very dear