Deepening Sorrows

Sorrows deepen through the cracks of my heart.
Tearing it willingly all the way apart.

These tears I cry are all from you,
I cannot explain everything I have been through.

I just want to die and never come back,
Feelings of trust are exactly what I lack.

Do you know the pain that’s seeping through my heart,
Since the very day I started falling apart.

I have been hurt for a very long time,
Two of those lonely years, depression has ruled my mind.

I want it to end and I want it to be gone,
I knew what you were doing, but I could not ask what was going on.

You hurt me so badly that I wanted to die,
But our one precious relationship was the biggest lie.

I needed you to know that I’d always be there,
Yet you were never there and you never cared.

All I know is that I can’t make it on my own,
Because the lack of love anyone has ever shown.

~Madison Leigh~ July 8th 2005

*I know this is a poor write but hey it’s feelings huh?