I Remember

On the dark nights
When the rain seems to never end
I stare out my window
Cuddling inside my blanket
I think back
All the nights you put up a fight
A single, angry tear rolls down my face
I remember when you said you loved me
The you stabbed me in the back
And all that time I thought we were on the right track
I close my eyes
All I can see is you pulling that pistol on me
I remember staring into the barrel
Holding your son close to protect him from your evil
you said you were jealous
I gave Jace more attention than I did us
He was only 3
He needed me
I remember you pulled that trigger
I covered Jace with my body
You missed and shot a glass
I remember that night
I remember it perfectly clear
It's the night you gave us a deadly fright
That night was the night you changed my life