Here i sit trying to find a reason to live.
Trying to think what god had to give.
For all the blood, Pain, And tears.
Washed away with razors, Drugs, And beers.
People say to Believe in him and pray.
While they watch tears fall from my eyes so Grey.
But nothing now can change my mind.
About this so called god i have yet to find.
Everyone tells me i should stop and think for Gods sake.
But i say with a grin that his love is all fake.
Now i lay naked..broken on my Bedroom floor.
My Wrists bleeding from wounds so Visible and sore.
My mind went blank, And all i saw was light.
For i stared at a man so beautiful and so bright.
He picked me up, Wish such gentle care,
As my eyes filled with tears i could no longer bare.
I stared in his eyes, so warm and so true.
As he gentle whispered in my ear, "Remember..., I will always love you"
