Because Of What I Feel ( *tears*:( )

Is it because of what I feel
that makes me so sad
and my heart can't heal
why is she so mad

why am I always left alone
why is every thing unknown

must I be reminded of the pain
how come she makes me so insane
thinking I had something to gain
but all it did was rain

she can't see my tears
all through these years
i wish she would've used her ears
everything I had just smears

the things I had one day
is different from another day
you left me there for astray
you said everything will be okay
but what you said just drifts away

how am I supposed to become something
for when you are leaving
with out you I am lacking
with out you I cease breathing

i have nothing to do
expect when I am with you
just because you said were through
my love for you is still true

why are you so complicated
our love would've lasted
only if we new what it needed
you leave me so wounded
you leave my heart so naked

i shall leave you be
only so you don't hurt me
maybe someday you will surly see
what you are truly missing
that our love will someday be smoothly