LIVING ONE MORE DAY....

I sit alone for one more day
you keep calling, but
I don't know what to say.
I need some space.

You think you know
everything about me,
but some stuff I can't show
so how can you know?
Nate is a mystery

You thought you had me
down to a science,
but u didn't know me
you never knew me, don’t lie!
I hide, I sleep, I die

I need to find someone,
special just to me.
someone to have fun
and laugh at my jokes,
someone that can let me
just be me and nothing more
so I can act like I did before.
Before you thought about me...

So now I'm running away
far far away to nowhere
so u can't find me there.
I'll finally be alone.
and maybe....

That will be better for us all
so I won't have to fear the fall
from grace to hell in a day,
like so many before me trying to climb the wall.
That they build for themselves in some strange way

Meaningless life..just a thing in the past
it always seems to go by so fast.
So insignificant is living
people always lying
life is down hill from birth
but don't fret or start crying.
I'm learning life's worth
as I write this rhyme
that no one pays attention to
as if it was just a lowly crime.

Turning there backs
on all who they don't know.
That's what society lacks
and why I write this to show
we were better off alone.
Then we don't need to feel.

The worlds full of depression and hate
but we did this to ourselves
or do you want to believe in fate?
everyone shapes there own lives
and I'm turning my life away...

*FOR SOME REASON I'M SAD..LOL NO REASON IN PARTICULAR I JUST FEEL LIKE LIFE IS MEANINGLESS...BUT ANYWAYS BYE!*