Fade

I wanna feel my life fade
I wanna feel every last breath of life
As it escapes through the hole in my heart
Made by you with my own knife

The pain is a relief
An escape from reality
My knife is my means of survival
My immortality

I cry more tears then you know
My eyes cry salty tears
My arms cry crimson streams
And I hide them all from you
By any means

I'm not weak
I will not break
I will not give in to you
Everything about you is fake

For those who do care about me
I love you deeply
You are the reason Im still here
But when I leave, please don't shed a tear

I am fading
A little while longer
And no one will remember
Who the child was that died that November