X Bleeding, Broken Heart x

I had some trouble placing this, but here it goes...

Happy and Smiling that’s what you see...
Sad and Crying you THINK I’ll never be...

Tears of clear and scarlet you think I’ll never spill
Too bad my life isn’t yourr very will...

Because if it was, maybe it wouldn’tbe this way.
I wouldn’t cry at night or scar my skin away.

Maybe if you could fix my shattered heart,
I wouldn’t have to tear my very soul apart.

If my life was just as you thought
this war with the blade...I would have never fought

you see that nasty piece of metal has won this unfair war.
It has me beaten, to my very shaking core

wouldn’t it be wonderful if my life was as it seems?
Too bad it isn’t though, not even in the wildest of dreams...

The truth is that I fake every single smile...
The one’s you fell in love with, the ones you thought weren’t vile

But you haven’t discovered that, and I’m glad
I’m scared that if you find out, you’ll be insanely mad...

Because I live a lie, though I do it just for you
So your biggest nightmare of me suffering, won’t come true.

So really baby, it isn’t as bad as it sounds...
As long as you keep thinking that pain I haven’t found.

So you keep on believing this crazy lie,
That way you’ll never have the misfortune of seeing me cry.

I know you want the best...you want it just for me
I’m not strong enough to report, that for me happy,
isn’t meant to be!

So don’t make this difficult, just be blind to the real.
We’ll live better this way, and with the bad you won’t have to deal

So don’t look past my smiles, don’t look between the lines.
For my life isn’t your will, I see that sad to find.

Sad and Crying, that’s all I’ll be..
Tears of scarlet and clear...I’ll NEVER let you see

My life isn’t your will...your wish, or as you thought
And I hide from your sight...my bleeding, broken heart.

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