This urge cant stay unrecgonized

by Leah   Aug 2, 2005


The urge so powerful
i lose all feeling in my body
when i do this, i get such a rush
it is like i am inhuman
just sitting knowing what i am doing
but still i take the knife to my wrist
i can not admit it to anyone
at least i know i have a problem
my life has been tough
and i chose to wrong path
now I'm paying for it
with the scars,the cuts
some days i just wish i never started
but others i get this urge
telling me to cut
the little voice in my head
in the sweetest voice tells me to
most of the time ugly thoughts
fill my head all about suicide
some days i want to go along
but every time i try i just get saved
well this time no one can save me
because
I'm addicted to the game of no return

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  • 19 years ago

    by *marnie*

    Guys seriously think about it....
    being a cutter is NOT a good thing
    its not some thing to be proud of
    i no u guys say its hard to stop and im sure it is but if u get help or talk to some one about how u feel i KNOW u can sort things out....
    2 of friends used to be real depressed and would cut themselves at every moment but they got help..they spoke out..and now they regret ever doing it..they say the scars are a hideuos reminders of there old lives..
    please try and do some thing ull thank urself wen ur older

    great poems by the way i love ur deep words 5/5

    xx. marnz .xx

  • 20 years ago

    by M MEM

    Woah, powerful, amazing work 5/5

  • 20 years ago

    by Kendall

    the last line is great. awesome poem.

  • 20 years ago

    by Rachele

    As a cutter, I know what you mean. Your peom was really powereful, and emotional. I loved it. Stay strong!

  • 20 years ago

    by Sourav

    Good poem. Like it!

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