When you laugh someones crying

It seems as all the good things
now turn into pain
I'm slowly fading away
and this depression is what i retain

laughter has vanished
tears have increased
i cant escape this hateful world
I'm chained down on this leash

I'm begging to get out
and screaming in the air
"please someone release me
i can no longer live in this nightmare"

please forgive me
for whatever i have done
is it because my old life was good
where did all this pain come from?

Ive held this in for so long
and i seem i cant forget
all the times Ive been hurt
and all the times i released my crimson regret

i feel this stress getting stronger
as its making me week
its like a drug that burns my soul
and its slowly disappearing me

and people watch me vanish
and watch my soul and heart fade
i guess i lived to happy
will others prices were paid

every time id laugh
someone else is crying
and every time I'm living
someone else is dying

I'm guilty like the rest
and thats why I'm so torn in half
so watch me as i die
as i watch you as you laugh...

i now am paying off this price
and it wont be paid till I'm dead
i stated everything clear in this letter
thats all that will be said......

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