Time will tell

I can't believe what I'm about to see
Everybody keeps coming up and hugging me
I can't take my eyes off your casket
As i walk to your family with a flower from the basket
I never hugged your mom like that before
Your dad thanked me for everything as it began to pour
I stand in the cold, steady rain
My friends are keeping me from going insane
The bible reading is read
The prayers have all been said
We say goodbye one more time
I kiss your casket as i start to cry
It's so hard to say goodbye to your first love
It's hard to let go of them to the heavens above
"I'm Already There" is our song we had
You made me laugh when I was so mad
We made a promise that we will always be there for each other
Even though we may be with another

It really hurts because I cared about you so much
I'm afraid to love anybody of any such
I lost others and now you too?
I'm blanking out, I don't know what to do
I'm screwing up my life so my time will come quicker
My plan is really working, my thoughts are getting sicker
There's only one way that I will stay here
Send me somebody to help me this year
If I don't love anybody else in a bit
I'll be the next one you are with