A Lost Soul

by Joey P   Aug 7, 2005


Six years of depression seems like forever,
I just starting cutting,will I stop,I say never.

Attempting to jump out of windows so many times I lost count,
Seems like pain is what my life is all about.

I wake up thinking why am I still here,
Feeling like my end is near.

When it come will I be afraid,happy,sad,confuse,
These are some of the things I feel and one i will have to choose.

This pain is so much I can take,
Feeling like any moment I'm about to brake.

I'm so lost thinking what I do in life to deserve this,
But I bet If I go back in time there probably be a list.

Praying dust till dawn,thinking will this pain ever leave me alone,
I know it won't cause it made it self comfy and I'm it's home.

Hopefully God will give me a break and make my life whole,
But in the meantime I remain "A Lost Soul"

I wrote this because I feel lost and don't know what to do.I hope I can be strong and stay but if I don't I know it was ment to be.

God Bless

P.S

Thank you for listening.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Drop xdead gorgeous

    Hey~

    Juss Wanted Ta Say Thanx For Tha Comment...Ill Take Your Advice...!...Nd Also...Juss Try Ta Keep Your Head Upp...And Lyke I Said Before...Stay Strong With Your Faith In God...Theres So Much More Ta Life Than All Tha Bad Shit Your Goin Through..It May Not Seem Lyke It Now...But There Is a lotta Good Ta Come...God Will Get Ya Through All Tha Rough Tymes...!!!...Kay..Ttyl...Oh, Nd By Tha Way..haha...I Love Your Work...I Juss Keep Goin back Ta It...I Can Relate Ta A Lot Of Your Stuff...Kick~Ass Job..Keep It Upp!!!

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  • 18 years ago

    by Marjan

    an amazing poem. I enjoyed reading it. you're really a wonderful poet.
    keep writing. thanks for sharing your
    poems with us.
    wish you eternal happiness,
    marjan

  • 18 years ago

    by Stephanie

    Hey this is a really great poem.. I've felt this way so much.. Especially right now.. So if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here. Great Job!! :-)
    Stephanie

  • 18 years ago

    by Pilar

    aw it's so sad :(
    i feel most of the time like it
    stay strong and please don't give up

    . . . p i l i

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