My reason for stopping

MY REASON FOR STOPPING

Many of you may not understand
So for you I will share
I have to go for now
This is not forever
This is just for a Little while

I do love writing I love it so much
And I love him to but when he left
My passion for poems did to

See they were all about him
And he’s now in the past
Were not together our love did not last

Every time I write I think about him
And I need my life too be free
I can’t go on every day with him on my mind

It’s eating me up in side making me
Feel so lost its breaking my heart even
More to keep thinking about my loss

I just can’t go on thinking about him
I need my heart to heal and time will seal the deal
But for it to work I need to part myself
From any more hurt

So for no this is my goodbye
I still be around for anyone to talk to and
I love so many of you
Know that I be here for you if you need me to
But now I really have to go

I’ll come back when I think its right
But I am not sure how long it will
Take one nigh and month or two
Who knows it could be a year maybe a few

I love you all and I am sorry to
But now I really have to go
Sorry if this hurts you but
If I don’t go I might do something
No one wants me to
Something I don’t want to do

~Ashleigh~

Hey everyone this is my last poem for how long I am not sure I need a break for myself I need to get things straight in my heart and my head and poems brings everything about the past back and I need to move on with my life, and to do that I need to let go of the past and that means poems too. This is not goodbye I will still be around just not making poems. And I will come back when I feel that it’s right and that I can handle it. Love you all and I am sorry this is something I need to do for my self. ok well i guess i was nto sure where to put it someone said i sould put it in life so i put it there if you think you know a better place foe it let me konw