Right when I thought I had it all.
It all went away and left me with nothing at all.
I thought everyone was there for me.
But they left me confused as I could be.
It seemed like everything that was close to me was fading away.
I just stood there, dumbfounded, not knowing what to say.
I depended on something that slipped right out from under me.
And as I was falling, I wondered how it could be.
I was confused and I didn't understand why they did that.
I was probably about as confused as i could get.
I was still in shock when I finally saw
That I shouldn't have depended on them at all.
So now I sit here at the very bottom,
Finally realizing that everything is gone.
Then I realize what they had done.
I can't believe they did that to me.
I do not know how I could not see
That they had abandoned me and left me out in the cold.
So now as I wait for someone to come, I feel broken inside.
But I look so perfect on the outside.
Because I do not want anyone to know how I really feel.
I am being someone that is not even real.
I thought that no one would understand what I am going through.
But of course, that was not true.
Someone noticed that I was broken inside.
And decided to help me and stay by my side.
He helped me get through everything.
He was the one thing that kept me going.
I am so glad he was there for me.
Or else I do not know where I would be.
So now I feel whole inside.
I know now that I do not have to hide.
I can show everyone how I really feel.
I will show everyone that I have healed.
I can go on with my life now.
That I have gotten over what happened so long ago.
Now I do not live life so hopelessly.
I am so glad God was there for me.
