The pains disappearing
the dark clouds are going away
the sun is shining
but...the other way
things are going good
but yet i don't think its real
as if ill wake up
and begin to feel
am i allowed to heel
after he steals
can it really be you
he used to be like my tool
but now i just feel like a fool
i trusted you
i told you things
now i don't know
how i was so sallow
i feel like..
a flap
you smack me to laugh
you attack me
and slap me
and other people laugh
my friends are getting tired
of seeing me laugh
they think I'm to stupid
cuz i told them i feol on glass
yet really its the cuts
you say you must......
your friends sit and watch
as you touch
and i blush
i run up to my room
and cry on the floor
wishing i had a door
but you took it off and told me 'no more'
i crawl to the bed
and i tear it to shreds
with my bare hands
then it lands
i find a knife
take it and shake it
never been this happy
to take away a life
tip toed down the steps
thinking i am blessed
now my pray
i will slay
i sneak up behind my
dear daddy in fear
yell and scream
he turned around
and i Begin to beam
first goes his hands
that i spit on like the ground
then comes the rest
the flesh
I'm so blessed
nothing will stop me
I'm at rest
daddy dear is in the clear
