I Cry

That day I was walking
down that empty street
I thought he was calling,
calling to see, to believe.

i never knew how i would feel
i never knew it'd be so real
i just wanted someone to see past my face
into my emotions, so dead and erased

i thought no one would care
that no one would see
past my pale blonde hair
into the real me...

my anguish is swirling
like a mad black storm
my love is boiling
although my heart is torn

i needed someone to hold
who'd hold me back
who'd know me through and through
and always be by my side

the rain started to pour
my emotions flooding from within
my tears pour down my face
no one will see me in this disgrace

then from out of nowhere
a strong warm hand
grasped onto my shoulder
and pulled me out of my dreamland

his deep blue eyes gazed into mine
he led me back to my home
my emotions withered
when he turned and walked away

no words had been spoken
no names were exchanged
my heart was still broken
and i felt like i was dead

for a fleeting moment
while standing by his side
i felt my life would change
but then i merely cried.

all my hopes were pulled away
i thought that he understood me
i thought my happiness was renewed
but no, it only strayed away.

for that moment and that moment alone,
i thought that i loved, but he left and i wanted to die
this despair that I'm feeling is unbearable
now, in the pouring rain, i cry.