Just a dare

Playing the guitar
in my empty room
the world seems so far
yet my fears still loom

within the darkness
trying to find my lost soul
I clench my fists
my heart's burnt to a coal

I kept myself going
though I don't know how
the boat, I'm still rowing
the field, I still plow

I sowed the seeds
for another new life
I tore apart the weeds
but the pain still stabs like a knife

my blood is now leaking
into a deep red pool
my soul is shrieking
why was I such a fool?

the end is nearing
no one seems to care
the evil within me is stirring
why did I agree to such a stupid dare?