Love is not enough

You don't even know you're doing this to me -
But you are.
I love you so much -
But you don't feel the same.
You pretending you even like me wont work anymore -
But it did.
You lied to me and used me -
But it made me feel special.
And I still want to be with you -
But I know it will never happen.

You make me smile when I'm with you -
But then brake my heart all over again.

You put me through so much -
But I'm only 13.

I don't know what to do.

You think I'll always be here for when you want me -
But everyday I cut myself... because of you.
You hurt me so much -
But every time I've forgiven you.

I love you so much -
But sorry for everything.

Telling me I'll be alright isn't enough any more -

Nothing is enough any more.