I'm So Numb

I’m So Numb

I’m so broken
Wishing I was mended
I’m so helpless
Wishing I was defended

I’m so sick
Wishing I was well
I’m in heaven
Wishing it was hell

I’m so lonely
Wishing I was content
I’m so stupid
My life’s full of resent

I’m so tired
Wishing I was awake
I’m so frightened
It’s something I can’t take

I’m still crying
Wishing my eyes were dry
I’m still falling
Wishing I could fly

I’m still alive
Wishing I was dead
I’m still unhappy
With my life full of dread

I’m so weak
Wishing I was strong
I’m so different
Longing to belong

I’m so scared
Wishing it would heal
I’m so numb
Wishing I could feel…