You could just end it now

Look at my life
you think it's soo much better
i have people who care about me
everything i could possibly want
and never have to work for anything
well
that may be how it is
that may be how it seems
but it's not
try having to wake up everyday knowing you are never good enough
knowing that as soon as you take one step
you fall
knowing that everything you have is lies
everything you know is lies
and you will never have one truthful thought
never being able to think about your future
because when you do
all you see is the dark
see, you know you are going to smoke
you know you are going to take drugs
you know that you will be abused
but worst of all
you know you are not strong enough to stop it
cuz if you do
you'll just get hurt even more
so you just sit there lying
listening to everyone tell you that you are a good person
even though you know you aren't
even though there is no reason to be proud of you
even though you don't deserve to live
now think about it
in the end, you know what's going to happen
you'll finish living a miserable life
dying a miserable life
and then have a miserable afterlife
in short
it's stupid to finish it up
you already know the future
so why are you still here
when you could just end it now