I hurt

The pain inside I cant express,
Beacause it's wrong I do confess.
Right now my life is such a mess,
It is my fault, Yeah more or less.

I drank waters that were not mine,
Now there is a want I can't confine,
I know whats right I can not pine,
I don't knkow if I'll be fine.

Ending my llife has crossed my mind,
Hoping some rest my heart will find.
Slitting my wrists my thoughts would bind.
Maybe this pain I'd put behind.

But I know that, it's just a fable,
Ending my life I would be able.
But then I'd end up with a label,
But all options are on the table.