My drum beats stop, but the band marches on
just getting through the day, is all I want
late nights up, cant stop what I think
missing what we had, plays through all my dreams
now its all over, I have nothing but hope
but hope only kills, so I light up this smoke
now were not sure, we don't know what to do
well just go with it, see what comes
we used to have it all, or so we did think
I want what we had, now its all in my dreams
I've no idea what I'm doing, barely living for now
contradictions to move on, where, when, and how
making bad mistakes the good ones only with you
and now its all over, now its all through
sitting in class, painted white with blank stares
not knowing what to do or say, its just not fair
Sometimes its hard, not sure how to act
hold back my feelings, a smile, or relax
I'm depressed, but when you ask, I nod no
do I really have to say, I don't think so
you know the reason, I have told you times before
its you, us, the way I'm confused and I'm just not sure
