Family and friends amaze me how they never take notice of the pain I'm in , its weird when your mom sees your face all red like you were crying and it would never end ,they don't notice when i blast my music I'm in a ball crying or cutting my wrists but now i found a alternative to cutting its this trend called eraser burning i put the eraser to my skin and rub it until theres no end you can see the burn the pain ,the open flesh turn to scab all over my sides when my jeans touch it i scream out loud because it hurts its hard jeans rubbing over a open wound! so when my parents and family look at me and they don't notice anything.... it amazes me!
