Bad life

I cant hide behind a fake smile anymore
No longer can i hold back my tears
Ive felt like this for so many years
I cant stand it, i cant live anymore

Stress builds up day after day
Problems build upon me
And wont go away
No one realizes, now one can see

No one knows how i feel
They dont know the pain
I wonder if it'll ever heal
Im slowley going insane

It just doesnt stop and i cant fight
Nothing in this life ever seems right
Friends betray me, family hates me
No one wont ever let me be

I am your friend in need of advice and care
I am your lover in need of love
Except im the one your not thinking of
I am your friend wishing you were there