Thinking

I hate that there's no one for me
I'm so lonely but noone sees
I smile outside and inside bleed
A friend is all I long to be

I have this love I want to show
I'm writing this so that you know
I just feel that I lack the love
Someone to run to me for a hug

If I ever tell them these things
I know they will laugh at me
They each are best friends I can see
And there simply is no room for me.

I feel like the odd one out
Yet I blend in some how
As I am ignored yet again
I wonder what next year will bring.

x-x Written about 3 years ago and prabably the worst I've ever written, and i know it's a very insignificant problem compared to alot of s**t, but i want you to know x-x