I don't want to die anymore

I got your call
and you said that you
are going to end your life
and that you love me

You hung up
before i could say anything
and i desperately tried
to call you back

You turned off your phone
They found you
because i called 911
and saved you just in time

You had slit your wrists
and were bleeding all over
And i sat there helplessly
while you were in surgery

Now you tell me
you hate me
and that i destroyed your life
but i love you
and i don't regret
what i did

But when you tell
me that you hate me
I have to blink away tears
Now it is my turn to call you
and say that i am leaving

I am sitting her
with blood coming out fast
Wait wat is that sound
is that an ambulance?!?!

Thank god.
I don't want to die anymore