Dark anger

A thousand tears,
I've shed over you,
a hundred fears,
were caused by you,
because of your lies,
i can not trust,
i wish for your demise,
i wish you'd turn to dust,
I gave you mercy,
you didn't deserve,
but now I'm thirsty,
for you to get what you deserve,
I've lived with this crap,
for way to long,
now I'm stuck in a trap,
because my anger is too strong,
They want to chain me down,
to keep me in line,
They want to hold me down,
So i don't claim a life thats not mine,
I'll lay among the rotting dead,
a knife within my hand,
I'll kill the pain inside my head,
and cover it in sand,
Now i can move on,
now i can breathe,
now that your gone,
my pain, i can sheath...