Not for me....

I can remember,
the things that i lost.
the things i just threw away,
not caring their cost.

you don't understand,
not like you ever do.
its time for a change,
i need some one new.

i can remember,now,
oh so clear.
the smell of you neck,
when ever your near.

but its so wrong,
I'm not thinking right.
it had to end sometime,
end with this fight.

but i can remember,
your gentle touch.
caressing my skin,
oh how i crave so much.

but i cant have him back,
hes moved on.
Ive gotta convince myself,
that hes not the one.

but i cant remember,
hes deep blue eyes.
not as deep as the ocean,
but as soft as the skies.

just stop its now amber,
don't do this again.
when will you learn,
just tell me, when?

but now i can remember,
so clearly, the pain.
its with me each day,
its always the same.