Why so sad

I know I'm lucky to have what I have
but I can't help it, that no more will I ever laugh

I get yelled at for all the little things
but no one will ever listen, to my heart as it sings

all my dreams have been shattered in a moment

ever thing taken away by my fears that haven't left

you wanna be here for me
but you won't believe
all the lies as they deceive

you don't believe me as I tell of what they do
and they threaten to hit me if I ever tell the truth

so do what you, want cast me aside
didn't ever believe me as I say what's deep inside

as I sit here all alone and remember the person I used to be
I think of the past
and slowly start to bleed

I think of all the times he held me in his arms so tight
and thought back to the days
he kept me safe at night

now I'm alone and he's found someone new
but he says he still love's me but It's no longer true

I wanna run away to somewhere free from this hell I call my home
but I can't break free
As I lay here within my heart of stone