Somone, anyone

Someone, anyone
save me, hear my pleas

my only wish is just to be me again
but I dunno where I went or why I fled

I have searched for a reason and found nothing
now I only wonder If my life mean anything

I now I'm loved and I'm needed here
but I still linger consumed by my only fear

my fear of being alone, and being unloved
my fears of being hit, yelled at and shoved

I've tried to dull the pain
I've tried so many ways
but all of these things have left me with shame

so leave me here alone to bleed
it's my choice
so just yell at me as much as you want, cause soon I'll have no voice