In The Heaven Up Above!!!!

Looking into the skies,i drop a tear to the ground,
i always hear a angelic voice,but i see no one around,
everything seems to be in it's place in the dark sky,
but i'm looking for a angel who left without a goodbye.

Every morning,there would be a cup of tea by my side,
"Honey!Please Wake up" you would shout sitting beside,
giving you a tight hug,i would wake up from the bed,
kissing your lips,i would begin my day marching ahead.

In the middle of work,you would often call up to say,
Finish your work,come back home soon and don't stray,
Returning home,i see you waiting for me at the door,
Smiling you would say there is lot of love in store.

That day was strange,as there was no call in the noon,
i couldn't hear your voice that always said,come soon,
As usual i returned thinking you would be at the door,
but that day you were inside,lying dead on the floor.

All friends and relatives were sitting and screaming,
i thought this isn't for real and i must be dreaming,
As i bent down to touch your cute face,it felt so cold,
with a tear,i realized you are no longer in my hold.

One of your friend,walked upto me and give me a note,
I'm sorry for your loss,but this is what she last wrote.

"Honey!I'm So Sorry",I always had this pain in my chest,
i could never tell you this,as i felt myself so blessed,
i saw a doctor and she said there is a clot in my vein,
and everytime my heart beats,it leads me to that pain.

Everyday your love and affection would subdue my pain,
i always had this fear,for how long i'm going to remain,
but i knew as long as i stay,i would be the luckiest one,
to a have husband like you and have almost all the fun.

you are the most lovable husband any woman could desire,
but it's time for me to let go off you and fly higher.
Sorry i couldn't call you today honey and i almost cried,
trying to dial your number,i just fell off and died.

I hope you'll forgive me,for i know i shouldn't have lied,
i always wanted to keep you happy and till the end i tried,
i won't be there anymore honey,but thanks for all the love,
someday,sometime we will meet again,"In The Heaven Up Above".