I've Let Him Go

Yesterday I was crying,
missing him,
and praying that God would let me die!

But my preys weren't answered
and my unhappiness stayed,
Until this morning of this very day....

I woke up and decide;
That I had to let go of him and the pain,
otherwise these suicidal emotion will never go away!

So I told myself that I would survive,
That I don't need anyone....
My life has only just begun!

I think I'll hurt a little while longer,
Not because I can but because I should!
Just to learn to appreciate what could have been!!

But I've let him go,
It took so long and now I can finally breathe,
All this pain for a boy is hard to believe....

I love myself,
So I've said goodbye,
And no more will I cry!!!