My last good bye

*~*~*PLEASE READ AND COMMENT IT WOULD MEAN SO MUCH MORE THEN YOU KNOW...I WOULD BE HAPPY TO PAY YOU BACK THE SAME WAY!!*~*~*

I sit here in my cold dark room alone once again.

Im making som more cuts and sliding the knife in.

Twist and turns of crimson red,dripping on my sheets.

Wishing to be gone again and not have to fight another day.

Here is my last good bye, a letter writen by hand written

Saying how I loved you but never was loved back.

A kiss for the last time a hug to warm you at night.

But that is all I will be is a memory in the night.

So don\'t worry about me im will be gone and forgotten.

A bottle with some pills, empty and working.

A little bit of vodka to calm down all my nervers.

Weed to make me numb and the perfect little twist to make it all be gone.

So as my life flashes before me its stupied thingstupid.

Things i never wished had happen to me.

A beaten or two I have taken that before.

A little bit of drugs and a little bit of E nothing can stop me.

A little bit to drink, just a couple nights.

A couple sex assualts but they dont bother me

My virginty taking but I was faking.

A couple cuts in red and how I ended it all.

So this is my last goodbye, Not a cry Not a sorry but a little twist of the wrist..