While you were gone
and I was dead
You would cry for me
As I'd caress your head
Your pain was mine
Your laughter warmed the cold
Your smile melting the snow
And that pain that I did hold
I wished to die
And stop it all
All of the hatred
And names they would call
You tried to help me
Out of the hole I had dug
But I stuck in the corner
Cold and needing a hug
I began to use the drug
To ease my heart
They gave me a chance
Delivered a new start
I was happy again
Or so I thought
But the more the words began to sink
The more I shot
I didn't sleep
I hardly even ate
You worried
About how I looked in this state
But I ignored your plea
For me to stop
And popped them like skittles
And you called the cop
I hated you
For taking away my life
I tried to kill you
Attacked you with my knife
But when I saw
What I had done
Saw that simple flaw
I locked myself up
Into that room
My sanctuary
That soon would be a tomb
I waited sadly
Looking at the lawn
I made up for my sins
While you where gone.
